Will attend to this class again tuesday.

ALTHOUGH IT IS IN MY COUNTRY FROM 4-6 PM IN THE MORNING IT IS WELL WORTH IT.


Class 2: 2/1/2011

7:00 PM Central / 5:00 PM Pacific / 8:00 PM Eastern

(replay and worksheets available if you miss it)

Clarity of Wealth Perception (many to few)

Align Your ‘Integrated Self’ to Your Definition of Wealth

You find the links here to the left navigation bar for Eleutheria class
Darious Barazandeh.

Limited class for 2011


My thoughts this monday..waiting for the next class..

I LOVED THE HAPPINESS TOOL VIDEO HE/Darious recorded and posted ..following day bless:=)
oh yes divine exercise had to integrate and apply that staright in life to start using the tool same day.. provided in real life and search fortdoes it work ..YES it does.Gosh divine has it's ways to build one strength..i just wishded to sleep for fe hours..well did i have time no not at all..so living in actually two time zones..meaning educating my self during night time..living normal society life during the European time according to social acceptance (three years don't you think this has somesort of toll on my physics bless..) of the rules laws and regulations and not fitting into those smll boxes put us on all life..of course its hard..and tough and boaring and exiting to navigate true those chaallenges without loosing your purpose or clearness

and finalize something and start creating the new all this ..there are opportunities than can and will be left unused or cant be grabbed or solved straight..some sees that procastinating although not holding all the anwsers only their own perception of the outcome if i use their advice..:=)
that is then right an solves the problem..well the thing is i found out that also those advice givers has had their own intention and purpose in mind not listening to the true problem at all..shame but alwys the desicion is to grabb it of leave it and still take the BS thrown out on your face leaving something on the table..

it's taken sometimes very funny intellectual plays..life games in action ..well
not actually always so funny outcomes though at all..but once gone true them..you can laugh..reflect what you did right and what part you played in that and then just not give form or create that again in your life..bless.

so attachment to outcome is one that causes much dissapointments and stuckness..
then one you truly do not let some of the things come or allowe them come to your life because you hold the outcome so detailed made and as in life when you do too much and do not allow all the pieces come to fruition and place..you are in the way..it does not manifest..it does in diffrent outcomes you inteded..

so I loved this expression of getting the "I" away and let the divine
.. so allowing is and plays a major role..little did i know that this aspect already are utilized as business or entrepeneurship..well never saw my self as that..building a business..or categorize in it..still though living that way..
but in wrong settings..with diffrnet tools yes right tools with wrong mindset or.
most time felt as being a total freak or so i was treated..diss empowered instead of supported yet applying all those tools but the outcome was not at all what i expected..exhausting having those immense obstacles in front of you to clear all that time ..that was tough.very tough. Judgments that i think in society or by human fellows or nearet and dearest..friends or collegues..those or by one self put on one self is the hardest to face.

..nice to see abundance exchange used this way and so so creativly on the market's bless.
Very creative way tointegrate life purpose to the market and make a living..very intelligent way bless to create wealth.

What could be more beautiful to find the heart/soul purpose master that and be able yo live in abundance because the purpose is clear and you are inspired and are serving the same time bless:=)

I loved this..
shiva(divine.. has many hands.. you do not or need not do everything your self:=) key-outsourcing tasks bless..or delegating them..The story of the golden budda..bless I always have loved that.

Little praice to the energetic gourgeous teacher of the class.
WITH THIS ENERGY AND THE IMMENSE AMMOUNT OF INSpIRATION HE DELIVERS/teaches HIS MESSAGE IT IS SUCH JOY TO ATTEND the education and class.

And now I truly can say after yesterdays class he is absoluly wonderful.
You miss a lot by not attending.Its so worth to make the effort of he deep exercises
and you truly are coming out of the class a new person..truly!!

Like yesterday I did the mediTaion before class2 PROVIDED IN THE WORKSHEET AS TRANSCRIPTION
and this writing I started yesterday..the meditation a gain gave me so much anwsers.

.And all I had to forgive was my self big way!! and the energy I forgot to allow it to my self..so it felt so gourgeous to fill one self with the energy truly filled bless..ALLOWING IT TO DEELPY TRULY feel.


I the second class there were many good ways and methods to truly geT tothe core of your heart purpose
and then I loved and got true TO THE CORE..GAVE permission to my self finally really feel it the Heart purpose..yes not allowing my self truly to express unlimtedly..the challenges has made me close the heart..its beentoo much time to time! I felt the gift those challenges has given me all the lessons in the ambiguity
truly had given me so much strength and withouth them ..there would not have these or the heart values would not have been there but they were every time every time still is and the confidence came back again..like before(yes today it tried to play out again but this time i chose diffrent and did not let that interrupt my focus so I felt good) The undertanding about past few years outcomes and challenges..are ow fully compreheded..still underneath was the one to releaseand create new neuropathways in the brain..well thi hleped a lot.

I just love his ways to get the genious out also his sharing about the ways in his life real life examples in a very clear way.Thank you for a great class.I knew it was right to me and yesterday even so much more..

You know when yourheart says you have to do someti´hing you just know it!!


tHE ExERSICE PROVIDED OR MADE ME DIG DEEP INTO THE THINGS AND METHODS OF
TRULY DIGGING INTO my mind.. WHAT I WANT FOR 2011 AND HOW I WILl TAKE THE STEPS TO TRULY MANIFEST THAT.Good those nitty grotty details is so many times easy for me to
outlook..and leave undone..instead focus on the big strageties..so good exercise indeed..as so much details is needed and the focus if one is mispaced the outcome is also not in balance.Thanks for this..it forced me truly to look into the mechanisms of how and what..more clearly and in what ways too:=)

Then sometngthat i had let rule and kept palying out over and over again yes yesterday finally it cleared thank you.I understood why.But most of all I was truly joyful i got reasurace of the clarity again and even few more explanations in more clear way details..that was missing and my longing to share freely and express freely and create tools for true leaders in a way jhas truly been tried to prevnet by challenges..i nearly gave in..I loved this that the most difficult thing you ever thought you never acomplish is the theng where your greatest genius lies..and oh so true..it was a chance to get in touch again with that inside yourself.Bless.

I have a tool to go back to over and over againabsolutly worth while.This morning waking up even the days challenges was a peace of cake:=)at least I looked at them
in a more inspired and peaceful way.

Courage was the new but I do understand my heartwalue now and why this truly has been creating this heart value these conditions I have faced..
Freely express the truth and share those tools -freedom to express is so so important to me..it makes loads of sense but it is challenged all the time and i was so tired of this and all those challenges..even now I was always supported in my heartvalues..i know if i go against them..I feel so drained.

tHOSE ACTION STEPS ARE SOMETIMES SCARY BECAUSE TRULY SOCIETY IS NOT SUPPORTING THEM
at all..those steps I have to take are not supported for now at society here or the powers.Yes I am most often challenged by those I am supposed to provide tools to !!


This is like right now how this ambiguity can play out!!

I am alone (feeling this way whenn the heartcalues was deep berried and limited..and filled with somebody elses values and causes and limited the free expression..in my most often has been if not finacial exterme conditions defending somebody else and forgetting my self and my own needs!!

in that this is true this has been true all the time this 10 years I lived here..so after my son who said he wish to go the school here in Finland he is 12 years now I respect that.My longing is to move out of Finland as quick as I can..so I need to be very patient with this.I still do..at leat from this appartment and neghbourhood it do not seve me and my freedom to express at all.neither is here people that would respect my values and support those..mainly challenged for themost part.

I came back here wished to show his roots from one aspect..and consiously change few patterns in family too so it would be a bit healtier for him..htan my start in life or settings.Forgivness..when yu face real lifes challenges it ca n be most hard ways forgivness is challenged.

.after that he is big enghough to take his own desicions how he wish to create and I will help him in all ways is possible for me to help in that bless..but as said as mother only then is time for those steps i work still to manifest in our conditions until all is cleared the obstacles

patiently integrating the new tools and live our life with our values in a society
that does not have the value of truth as is played out now..

Well arent we here to show it is possible..so if I am here t share truth which i already new and share that courageously without limits FREELY meaning truly FREE to express my self as I am and the truth in ways that serves..I already have done so..
the choice of how so you can stay in that inspired uplifted feeling..and find ways how that can be utilized and done in such ways..that would be to great benefit..and in balance with me too..beacuse it happends so often i forget my self in ther peoples causes..when you help and serve..well when you wish to take time for yourself it can be challenging..

.BIG ego plays in poitic and shifts ..economics or kept people in poverty trap mindset because it is too much power given to people if they can choose liberty isn't it!! Of course we know it is greed in play ..and alwys it is used..in ways not nice.well..

Of course it is a challenge if you truly master and live your own heart values.
for many autorities..but i think the real authorities are just those who truly does that and do not forget to share it :=)The hert core values.

..so it is much much easier to have themechanics of old society still running that is not giving power to people only saying they have rights.the put mechanisms in place that actually restiricts and takes that power straight back the person to squeare one if you take that step and have the power of choosing..it is a suitable power to speak the truth or keep quiet the wisdom of truly understanding when to speak and when to have enghough courage no matter what to open the mouth or/and the truth comes outloud beacause it can't be hidden anymore..SHARE FREELY AND GOURAGEOUSLY!

I wonder why it is so many times explaned away..one perception of power is when a truth percieved is explained as blaiming somebody else although it is experience and expressed as such not blame. But when it is twisted by a powerful ego and intention to manipulate outcome to an extent far from ones own it paradoxicly playing out as power missuse in life..and when you face that without loosing your own values how flexible can you be ..if you have to bend your own values for somebody elses and it is explained trasformation and it is forced on you.
oF COURSE..IF YOU FILL YOUR SELF WITH SOMEBODY ELSES VALUES..SO TRUE SO TRUE..YOU SHRINK AND THE FEELING OF PAIN BECAUSE IT IS NOT YOUR OWN.


...then explained you have to accept it and it was not your own purpose in life ..i don't call that transformation or adapting or adjusting to change.

.i call that powermissuse when someboy else creates conditions in your life that you have very little possibilites to change and i call that power missuce and to the extent missusing the rights as human to interfeare in somebody elseslife ..such as is still going on globally..and in many fields.it plays out as COMPETITION in life..

tHIS EXPRESSED IN OTHER WAY-SOMEBODY ELSE DETERMENE YOUR VALUE IF YOU DO NOT CLAIM AND FIND YOUR OWN AND EXPRESS THAT AND CLAIM IT.


now as child we truly not alwys are heard..even we as adults so want to be seen we understand and say we So do..My son just pointed out that how important it is..as is to listen to one self..but actually to provide tools and have the time to truly listen to the otherone..not having the anwsers to solve the problem.

it's still sad to look that you have to pay for somebody to listen to you now adays..with all this hectic and so much acchievingness around us..it drive people so much apart.they fall in the time trap rut.and then enghough hard stop ..when not the small nudges in the body was listened to or theuneasiness inside..well..have we not changes as humans very much indeed not..as much as i wished to see..we evolved yes but to the extent istill feel a human is still capable of consiously deStroying its own creations..well not actually enjoying it..so how on earth do you harness the hunamty for preparation of the shift..education..well must be sometimes frustraiting to look this play out in life..you educate and then all falls to place finally one day..but meanwhile applied trial and error ..the outcome before grasped the new ways fully mastered and integrated the tools in all sort of life conditionings..

or you come too cocky and arrogant to be grateful and then you start from the beginning again.

Just beeing courageous enghough to understand the own life purpose and find that and start living it fully what ever that is not somebody elses is something real.

if you compete! it always is a winner and/or looser..this is duality..

this is not politics i am talking about no..this is real everyday life choices you
are faced with if you wish to live an enlightening life in a society that do not or are not at all based on those principals at all..of truth.

i was watching a man taking about this in his bio in media..this was he saw it already as little child this two meaning given in society the to paralell truths xecisting and if you could not navigate in this lie..you learn bad habbits of protecting your true self.have to..other vice you truy are exploited.

so this urge to truly share..depends to the extent who and where you share and in what form you share so it is not missused the knowledge you share is one thing too..
too much of that too has been going on missuse of freedom too..so well what ever aspect this has this writing now is truly to show sometimes it is very very hard to live your values everyday and apply those in settings that do not support them.

either way if they are from your heart it donotmatter..beacuse that is the only way you can live after making that peace inside and decided to live you values..
it does change your life.it is meant to do that too.

INSTEAD ME ..AND INSPITE THOSE OBSTACLES I FACE RIGHT NOW FOR TRULY
BEING ABLE TO MANIFEST THOSE heart purposes
..THIS HAS GIVEN ME EVEN MORE SO COURAGE TO JUST GO WITH IT..I NEARLY GAVE UP BEACUSE I MEAN I HAD SUCH OPPOSING BOTH EXTERNAL AND INTERNAL..AND THE FEAR THAT WAS PUT TO PLACE WHEN THE TRUTH CAME OUT AND I WAS TRIED TO BE STOPPED WITH THAT THAT WOULD NOT COME OUT..WELL THAT PROCESS HAS BEEN DRAINING ME 2009-2010..ALSO A LOT OF SCAM THAT HAS BEEN GOING ON ANYWAY THOSE AND OTHER FORCES THAT TRIED TO STOP ALL THOSE JOYFUL WAYS TO LIVE AND CREATE THE LIFE STYLE AND LIVE IT IN A SOCIETY THAT SUPPORTS MORE LIVNG AND GETTING WITH A LIE.Emphasis on sickness..than actually those ways ..that supports whole wealth.

WHAT A SHAME..SO TODAYS MORNING NEWS I LISTENED TO THE PRESIDENT SAYING SO MANY POLITICANS NOW WHEN OUR COUTRY IS PREPAIRING FOR ELECTION IS BRANDING THEM SELF..UP..
IN THE NAME OF THE COUNTRY..SO MANY THINGS THAT SHOULD BE TAKEN CARE OF ARE LEFT IN THE SHADOW..SO HIS COMMENT IN MEDIA WAS GOOD AND I AGREE..SHAME THAT THE VOICE NEEDS TO BE SOMEBODY IN THE SO HIGH JUDMENT DEPARTMENT AND NOT HEARD WHEN AN ORDINARY PERSON SAYS THE SAME THING IT IS PUT DOWN..OR MADE HIS/HER LIFE VERY BAD ..AND IF NEEDS EVER TO APPLY FOR BENEFITS..OR ANY OTHER AID FROM GOVERNEMENT..YOU ARE MADE THE BAD PERSON..THAT IS A SHAME..IF YOU EVER APPEAL AND YOU HAVE BEEN MIsSTREATED..YOUR LIFE IS TRULY MADE HELL IN ALL WAYS UNTIL YOU GO INTO THE FEAR AND THEY AGAIN HAVE YOU INPLACE..IF YOU DO NOT HAVE SUPPORT MONEY TO PAY THE LAWERS AND NO WAY TO SUPPORT YOUR VISION YOU HAVE SEEN THE TRUTH AND YOU ARE THERE BUT NOT ACTUALLY STRONG ENGHOUGH YET..AND NOT ALL PIECES ARE THERE..OR YOU HOLD THE POWER

OF TRUTH BUT DO NOT HAVE STARTEGIES AND SUPPORT AND ARE COMPLITLY CLEAR ABOUT WHAT TO DO NEXT ITS HELL TOO..BECAUSE THEN YOU DO NOT HAVE THE SUPPORT FROM YOUR FAMILY THAT DO NOTUNDERSTAND WHAT YOU DO AND YOU CAN'T EXPLAIN IT TO THEM EITHER..YOU NEED NEW WAYS-NEW PEOPLE AND THOSE THAT TRULY KNOWS WHAT YOU ARE FACING..MEANING THOSE SHIFTS AND CHANGES IN THIS CHAOS GOING ON..WELL FINANCIAL CHANGES..THOSE THAT HAD THE POWER ARE NOT WILLINGLY GINVING IN AND ADAPTING NEW WAYS..AND IT IS TO THE LENGTH REALLY UGGLY WAYS IT CAN PLAY OUT ON AN INDIVIDUAL LEVEL..

BECAUSE THE TRUHT IS TRIED TO WITHELD FOR THAT TO COME OUT AND BE KNOWN WHAT MISSUSES HAS BEEN DONE...
AND IN THE NAME OF HELPING AND USiNG THAT as a mean to dis impower and interfeare and not help..oh yes sometihing that is of tabu to speak about!!

never do i hear an appology from governement side all if done mistake is tried to do and put in all silence..well you know what i think people has the right to be treated right by people that are working in such places that hold true power and then missues this power..because the desicions made impact people..there is too many times hiding behind some rules and regulations and missused them to benefit the ego that ha swollen too big.UGGLY truth.Responsable people clear their mess up truly.they correct the mistakes.

..THOSE OF WHO IS COLLECTIVLY AGREED TO PLAY OUT THIS ROLE..SO THERE IS STILL MASSES THAT AGREE AND IT IS EASIER TO GIVE POWER AWAY..THEN IF YOU KNOW YOU HAVE IT THE OTHER SIDE IS YOU TRULY HAVE T BALANCE THAT POWER AND WHEN YOU AR RESONSABLE OF ALL LEVELS OF YOUR LIFE..BEFORE ACTUALLY ARRIVING AND ANYWAYEVEN THEN ..THERE ARE THE BALANCE TO ACTUALLY SEE WHO USES THAT TOO TO THEIR OWN INTENTION InSTEAD OF BEING TRUTH..

tHERE ARE PLENTY OF PEOPLE IN BETWEEN FOR THE MOMENT-THE GOVERNEMENT POLICYS PREVENT PLENTY FUL OF PEOPLE..YOU ARE OUT LAW IF YOU DO NOT APPLY FOR BENEFIT..AND WHEN YOU DO YOU ARE MADE AWARE OF YOU DO NOT FIT IN AND YOU ARE NOT ELIGIBALE FOR THTAT BECAUSE YOU SAW THE TRUE THE LIE...WHAT WAS DONE.AND THE TRUTH..AND YOU WISH NOT HAVE ANY PART IN THAT..BUT THE CODE IS YOU CAN'T TALK ABOUT IT OUT LOUD AND YOU NEED PEOPLE INSIDE TO HELP YOU..AND HOSE BlACK MAIL YOU TO DO THINGS THEN THAT YOU DO NOT WISH reating a condition that it seems there is no way other out.....SUDDENLY YOU ARE ALONE..TRULY ALONE..IN A SPACE WHERE YOU ArE ACTUALLY STEARED BY POWERS BACK IN PAST..BUT DONE ALREADY SO MUCH TO GAIN YOUR OWN POWERS AND OWN THEM and put future values in place and live them in old settings its hard....BUT DO NOT HAVE THE CLARITY TO SEE CLEARLY YOUR NEXT STEP ..

BECAUSE NOW THE LAST BIT IS WITHELD AND THE ACTUALY WEALTH ISSUE COMES UP..IT'S NOT THE MONEY..BUT WHEN YOU ARE HELD RESPONSABLE BUT YOU DO NOT HAVE CASH TO ACTUALLY MANIFEST THOSE..OR EVEN NOT START..YOU ARE ON THAT LINE..YOU SEEK METHODS/strategies and you are given opportunities and you cant grabb them eacuse of FEAR or it is just impossible that time..you miss your opportunity and sometimes have to wait a long time for that to come again..You feel pwerless and drained.
Belitteling your self and underminding already gained experiences..

TO DO THAT..YOU ARE NOT GIVEN LOAN BECAUSE YOU DO NOT HAVE A STEADY INCOME YET THAT YOU COULD PAY BACK..AND THEN YOU DO NOT HAVE PEOLE THAT BELEIVE IN YOU.NOT THE RIGHT TEAM OR GROUP EVEN YOU KNOW YOU ARE NOT ALONE..NO OLD METHODS WORK..

AND YOU ARE FEW YARDS BEHIND THE ACTUAL NEW ONCE AND YOUARE NOT ABLE TO GRABB THE OPPORUNITIES HOLD INFRONT OF YOU..ITS QUiTE A SITUATION CREATED EVEN IF IT IS INTERNAL AND EXTERNAL PlALYING(prepairing the mindsetfor future) OUT..YOU STILL HAVE TO LIVE IN THE NOW AND IN THAT SAME SOCIETY ALl THE TIME..SO YOU KIND OF LIVE IN BETWEEN APPLYING NEW WAYS-METHODS IN AND OLDWAY WORLD..IT IS DESAsTRE..PATIENCE IS RUNNING OUT BECAUSE YOU STUDY IN tHE NIGHTS YOU LIVE LIKE ORDINARY PERSON..YOU ISOLATE BECAUSE NO OLD RELATIONSHIPS WORK..AND YOU DO NOT YET HAVE THE NEW ONCE IN PLACE..YES FEW BUT THOSE ARE EITHER NOT FUNCTIONING..BECAUSE THE MISSION MESSAGE WAS UNCLEAR..OR ARE CHANGING MEANWHILE YOU RAKE OUT ALL THOSE THINGS YOU DO NOT NEED FOR THAT..you stick and you are tested to the point you wish to break and you still hold your values of thruth no matter what..it can be exiting and it can be exhausting time to time..

EVEN THERE ARE WAYS..THERE ARE DEFENITIONS AND ACTIONS IN THE HUMAN LIFE THAT ARE
COMpLEX TOO i WAS SENT An INTRESTING VIDEO TO WATCH..OF RELATING TO THIS EDUCATION AND WHAT IS USED TO SOLVE THIS..IT WAS INTERSTING TOO HOW AND IN WHAT WAY OBSERVED.
IT HAS BEEN APPLIED IN WAYS THAT WORK NOW..successful ways:=)

THEN WE HAVE THIS SUCCESS TRAP I CALL IT DEPENDING WHERE YOU LIVE ON THIS GLOBE..IT IS RELATED TO LOT OF THINGS..LIKE THIS PERSON (YES I LIKED THE WAY he explained it in this method of helping..
PEOPLE THAT HAS THE POWER OF WORDS HOW IT IS USED-NICEly and clever way very intelligent way bless.!!)thats my opinion.

canät but admirer creativity and divine creativity how it is used bless.

WELL ANYWAY I WILL POST THAT LINK TOO IN THE NAVIGATION BAR SO GO THERE UNDER TOOLS AND RESOURES..SPITIRUAL AND SELF DEVELOPMENT.BIG INDUSTRY AND PEOPLE SPEND LOADS OF MONEY HERE..THE STATISTICS WAS STAGGERING TO ACTUALLY HEAR SAID OUT LOUD.

THE HUMAN MIND WANTING ALWYS PROOF..WELL EMERGING SCIENCE AND SPIRITUALITY GREAT ABOUT TIME IT IS DONE AND BROUGHT TOGETHER FINALLY TO BEBEFIT AND NOT KEPT SEPERATLY

NEW SKILLSETS NEED TO BE THOUGHT..AND OH BOY ..I LKED THIS TRAINING MASTERMIND VIDEOS PONDERING ABOUT THAT FOR THE MOMENT HOW ICAN APPLY SOMETHING FROM THAT TO MY OWN SITUATION I FACE RIGHT NOW..IT'S TRICKY BUT IN SPITE OF THAT I WILL GO ON..

MY OWN SON IS GROWING AND HE WANTED TO GIVE UP SEING ALL THESE LIES GOING ON IN SOCIETY AND BEING SUCH SENSITIVE BOY..AND FEELING HE HAS NO POWER..SEING HOW INJUSTICE AND LIE VERSUS TRUTH IS PLAYING OUT IN OUR LIFE RIGHT NOW..AND HOW SOME PARTS OF THOSE IN POWER WISH TO HOLD US IN A BOX HERE WE NEVER FITTED IN THE FIRST PLACEAAT ALL..BUT BY FORCE AND FEAR BASED METHODS KEEP TRYING TO HOLD US IN PLACE..
we wish not to be in .

WELL ONCE YOU SEeN THE TRUTH AND YOU ARE KNOWING YOU HAVE PERSONAL POWER TO CHANGE AND WOW WHAT YOU FACE..NOT ALL THOUGH GO TRUE THIS BUT STILL SOMEBODY HAS TO HAVE THE COURAGE TO SAY IT OUT LOUD..WELL SEEMS IT S ME..AND I HAVE THE CONSEQUENSIES TO LIVE WITH IF I DO IT.T NEEDS TO BE SO INTELLIgENTLY and yet not sacrriface the truth value- SAID..THAT SOMETIMES I FEEL AN OSCAR OF LIFE SKILLS NEEDS TO BE ACTUALLY REWARDED OF PATIENCE..YOU CANT BUY GOD..WAS AND OTHER GOOD VIDEO THAT CLARIFIED THE SAME THINGS I FACED AND GAVE ME THOSE TOOLS ONCE AGAIN TO BELEIVE.THAT I AM ON RIGHT TRACK..those thought i held inside was actually given in essence out in words clearly i love to listen and relate well with pajantalis joga sustras so well the wisdom is immense in them..i also like the vedic freedom of masters being possible to actually say it the same thing in their own way bless.


I AM RESPONSABLE OF MY ACTIONs DESICIONS..BUT THOSE THINGS THAT ARE RESPONSABLE OF CLEARING UP THEIR OWN MESS AND IS TRYING TO UNCOVER THINGS AND PUT THE BLAME ON OTHERS WHO THEN FACE THEIR BS..WELL ITS REALLY TOUGH TO LIVE UNDER THOSE CONDITIONS
and keep clear of that bs..without entagling in it..it is easy to get caught up in that web..and trap.instead of putting emphasis on ones own life..one focuses too much on sombody elses or actually compares ones own with somebody elses life.

MANY DO AND MANY DO NEED SUPPORT AND THERE TRULY NEEDS TO BE COURAGEOUS PEOPLE..WHO HAVE THOSE qualities to
SUPPORT and support OF RIGHT PEOPLE TO DO THAT who are in that place of consious state and freedom and balance.

SO I STILL CALL FOR LEADERS THAT ARE ON THE RIGHT PLACE TO HELP PEOPLE TO ACCHiEVE THAT THE POWER OF THEIR LIFE INSTEAD OF GIVING THEIR POWER AWAY.

THERE ARE PERIODS WHEN WE ALL FEEL IT WOULD BE SO MUCH EASIER to give up or in....AND SEE SO MANY IT WORKS FOR..OR IT JUST LOOKS THAT WAY..BUT COMPARING SOMEBODY ELSES LIFE TO YOU OWN NEVER WORKS..EVEN YOU SHARE PARTS OF IT AND YOUR STORY..IT STILL IS USED WRONG BY SOME PEOPLE..THOSE MESSES WHEN SOMEBODY TRIES TO BY CONSIOUS INTENTION AND FORCE THEIR WILL ON YOU TO DO AGAINST YOUR OWN IS CALLED INJUSTICE TO HUMANITY AND HUMAN LIFE..AND OH BOY HOW MUCH OF THAT IS GOING ON RIGHT NOW..SOME TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THIS CHAOS qUITE WELL DOING IT..AND PROFITING TOO VERY WELL..ANYWAY..MAYBE IT IS JUST THAT THEY SEE SOMETHING OR THOSE LOOPWHOLES AND CAN PlAY THE LIFE GAME BETTER THAN OTHERS..I DO NOT KNOW..BUT IF YOU HAVE VALUES THAT GOES AGAINST SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND YOU WISH TO INTEGRATE CLARITY TO ALL LEVELS THEN ALL THOSE PUZZLE BITS NEEDS TO BE IN BALANCE WITH THOSE VALUES..HOW EVER LONG IT TAKES..ITS SAID IT CAN BE INsTATENIOUS IF YOU KNOW HOW ..WELL YES AND KNOW I SAY..IT DEPENDS ON MANY FACTORS VERY MANY..IF YOU ARE NOT MATURED YET TO TAKE THOSE STEPS..MAYBE ON INTELLECTUAL MIND LEVEL YES BUT NOT THE SKILLSET IS READY..AND YOU HAVE THE SPIRITUAL OR MENTAL SETUP READY BUT LACK SOMEWHERE ELSE..WELL THERE IS THEN NO BALANCE ..EVEN YoU SAY SIMPLY OR SIMPLIFY YOUR LIFE..THE VISION IS STILL BLURRED..

OR YOU BY ACCIDENT ARE LIVING SOMEBODY ELSES INTENTIONS AND LIFE OR PURPOSE..INTEGRATING IT TO YOUR LIFE BEACUSE OF THIS BLURRED VISION YOU THOUGHT WAS CLEAR..THEN YOU START TO UNLEARN AND CLEAR THAT MESS UP..IT CAN TAKE A WHILE..
EVEN YOU HAVE TAKEN ACTION ON ALL LEVELS BEING RESPONSABLE.BUT SEeING STILL MORE THAN MANY..ITS HARD TO LIVE IN BETWEEN..BEFORE IT IS IN PLACE AND BEFORE YOU ARE CONFIDENT AND COURAGEOUS ENGHOUGH TO REALLY GO TRUE ..OR AS IT IS

GOOD WELL LIKE DARIOUS IS SAYING.
GET TO ALIGN THIS MISSION IN THIS REAL LIFE.

.AND PUT IN THE WAY WILL FUNCTION RIGHT NOW IN THE CHANGING SOCIETY..AND YOU CAN ACTUALLY LIVE WITH THOSE VALUES AND GENERATE AN INCOME TOO..SO BUILDING THIS WEALTH..THAT IS NOT ONLY CHASING MONEY..SO HAVING THOSE CONSEPTS WHAT EVER EXPRESSION OR WORDS YOU USE THE SAME THING TO GIVE MEANING..MANY DO NOT GET IN THEIR OWN HEAD THE DEFENITIONS CLEAR OR WHAT THE SUBCONSIOUS ALL THOSE THINGS THEY COLLECTED FROM OTHERS UNDER UPTIL COING TO THIS SHIFT ..AND GETTING THEIR FULL POWER AND REMEBERING THAT IS WAS TEHRE ALL THE TIME..WE ALL ACCORDING TO OUR LIFEPLAN IN LIFE COME FOR SPECIFIC PURPOSE..AND MANY TIMES THAT GETS LOST IN LIFE..WE FORGET IT OR OTHER THINGS COMES UP..WE JUST LIVE .

.TO GIVE THIS LIFE AND ACCEPT HUMAN FLAWS IS ALSO ONE THING..THE PERFECTION OF SUCCESS IN OUR OWN LIFE WE SO STRIVE TO ..THE LET GO AND BALANCE..OF
ALL THOSE DEMANDS THAT ARE PUT ON US IN OUR SO CALLED ROLES WE HOLD SO DEAR TO US..OR ARE IN pLACE THE CODES OF ETICETT LIKE IN THE PROFESSIONAL LIFE AND DIFFRENT INDUSTRIES social arenas ARE TOO SOMETHING IF YOU DO NOT KNOW THEM..OR CAN RELATE OR ARE AT ALL SOCIAL..IF YOU DO NOT HAVE THOSE SKILLS THOUGHT TO YOU OR YOU FEEL YOU ARE ISOLATED AND ALONE..EVEN IT IS THE MIND PLAY OR IT IS THERE BY SOME CAUSED OF YOUR OWN PROGRAMMING WHAT EVER WAY YOU SAY IT..INTERNAL..OR EXPTERNAL CONDITIONING..IT DO NOT MATTER..WE ALL NEED THE CONFIDENCE FOM INSIDE AND THE DIVINE..AND DEFENITION HOW WE PERSIVE THAT DIVINE GUIDANCE AND HOW IT PLAYS OUT IN ALL OUR DESICIONS AND LIFE IN ALL FIELDS..DO WE GIVE POWER To OTHER PEOPLE OWER US OR DO WE ACTUALLY DO live in our ownpower

THE EASY WAY
OR SOMETIMES WE NEED ENORMOUS PATIENCE TO ACHEIVE THOSE GOALS EVEN WITH LIFE PLAN STRAGETIES AND THOSE ACCHIEVABLE DAILY REPETITIVE TASKS AND ACCOUNTABILITIES..IF WE GIVE THOSE TO EXPTERNAL OUTSORCE THEM TOO MUCH..WHAT IS LEFT...YOU CAN EXPLAIN THE EMPTINESS OR YOU CAN FILL IT WITH CAUSES..FOR ANY WAY YOU WISH..IF THEY ARE NOT GENERATED FROM YOUR HEART..AND DONE ONLY TO PLEASE OR SEEKING GAIN FROM BEING LOOKED ..OH I DO SO MUCH GOOD..LOOK HOW MUCH I GIVE..TO GET..AND THEN IN THE NEXT TERM..YOU ARE READY TO RIB SOMEBODY BECAUE THEY ARE IN YOUR WAY OF EGO..OR YOUR OWN INTENTION AND DO NOT SUIT EBCAUSE IT IS NOT AN EASY TaSK TO ACCEPT ABIGUITY AND SOMEBODY ELSES POINT OF VIEW..AND IF YOU HAVE BEEN WITHELDING OR BEEN PUT DOWN SO MUCH THAT YOU CHOKE SOON..AND YOU ARE IN POsITION FEELING YOU DO NOT HAVE THE POWER OF COMING OUt OF THAT STATE..OR CONSIOUSNESS..

LOOK THERE ARE MECHANISMS THAT ARE RUNNING BEHIND HOLDING EVEN MORE INTELLIGENTLY A HUMAN MIND IN CONFUSION..THE ISSUE ABOUT TRUEPOWER OR MISSUSE OF POWER..

I CAN SAY IF THE PURPOSE YOU ARE PUT THIS LIFE TIME AROUND TO ACTUALLY STIRKE THAT ISSUE..ARE THAT NOT HORRIBLE IN A WAY THAT YOU FIRST HAVE TO EXPERIENCE ALL THOSE INJUSTICES AND THEN PROVE THOSE EXSTS AND THEN TRUTHFULLY CORRECT THOSE INJUSTICES AND THEN GIVE AN OTHER METHOD FOR LIVING THE TRUTH AND PROOF IF THAT WORKING..
WELL IT S AN INTRESTING TRUTH AND aSPECT OF PURPOSE GIVEN..

THOSE TOOLS THOSE PEOPLE AND THAT TEAM ..WHAT IS THAT AND WHO IS TEACHING AND WHO ARE THOSE YOU TEACH IT TO..AND wHEN .

tHEN THE ROLE OF fear-HOW EVER FAUlSE APPEARANCE IT MIGHT BE IT iS AN ISSUE THAT STILL EXISTS IN LIFE OR YOUR OWN PERCEPTION OF THIS AND HOW YOU FaCE AND LIVE OR ACCEPT IT..OR WHAT PURPOSE YOU GIVE IT TO OR EXPLAIN THIS WITH..INDUSTRY THAT USES FEAR AND PEOPLE THAT ARE ADDICTED TO THIS INFORMATION..IS IN PLACE TOO..AnD THAT SAME INDUSTRY KEEPS PEOPLE..EXPLAINING THIS BEING TRUTH THEM MORE ADDICTED TO THE SYSTEM..
SAME TIME IT IS SHAME..THAT THE SYSTEM IN PLACE IS USED iN SUCH INTELLIGENT WAY AND EXPLAINED IN SO MANY WAYS OR EXPLAINED ..MANY GET LOST IN THOSE EXPLENATIONS..

SEeING CLEARLY THE TIMING OF YOUR DESCISIONS AND ACTIONS IS TRULY SOMETIMES VERY DIFFICULT..WHEN YOU ARE IN POWER OF YOUR LIFe DESICIONS ALONE.

.EVEN YOU SHARE THE PROCESS YOU CARRY THOSEe OUR COMES OF RESPONSABILITY ALONE..THEY EFFECT MANY YOUR DESICIONS STILL EFFECT MANY PEOPLE..WEAHTER YOU KNOW IT OR ADMIT IT..AND SOMETIMES THOSE DESICIONS..ARE SO MUCH EASIER TO POSTPONE THAT BRINGS EVEN MORE DIFFICULTY IN YOUR LIFE..AND IF YOU ARE AHEAD OF YOUR TIME YOU GET DRAIN IN ENERGY..

YES THAT HAPPEND TO ME..MILLENIUM..I CAME TO FINLAND ..AND I WAS SO INsPIRED WITH ALL THOSE TOOLS..I TRIED TO USE THEM AND ACTUALLY THOSE ARE TIME TO USE AND EDUCATE PEOPLE NOW..IT WAs VERY VERY FRUSTRAITING..AND YES SOME OF THEM PEOPLE HAVE USED AGAINST ME..AND TOOK AND USED THEM SELF..INTeREstING EXPLAINING THIS OR PREVENTING THE TRUTH FOR HAPPENING..IMMENCE BaTTLES WITH FORCES ENERGIES..CRUSHING YOU INTERNALLY..WHEN NOT USED CORRECTLY..GOSH HOW ROUGH IT HAS BEEN TIME TO TIME..

So many visions and diffrent spiritual experiencies.if i talked with people about them i was looked likea freak and then back then most of the actual new energy teachers claiming being ones..did not even understand when i said about the light triangle.experience..
.i know but the really truth about that experience..i did go to yoga teachers in different field.. for anwsers you name it spirititul seers/ visionars/healers sharing quite openly about my experiencies..now i know i found one real good teacher..and then i moved to uk..well..and my son was born..bless..now i am back
to solve that puzzle piece to back to place i did leave unsolved here..it is nearly finalized..few more little things and voila..freedom to live my own purpose fully integrated..and then finally fullfill those heartfelt urges to manifest them and work towards fullfilling that purpose.

... theacher and ways of healres teams etc. i did not get the explanation some even turned their back on me asking this question that was hard to face the most.


I KNOW SO MANY HEALERS HAS FACED MUCH MUCH DIFFICULTIES..HOW EVER THERE ARE ATTACHMENT Of OUTCOMES TOO..THE HEALING..YOU ACTUALLY IMPOSE YOUR OWN OUTCOME ON THE ONE YOU HEAL AND THEN YOU COLLECT SO MUCH GARBAGE BEACAUSE YOU HAVE NOT CLEARED YOUR SELF AND YOU ATTACH THOSE OTHER PERSONS ENERGIES THEY GET STUCK IN YOUR OWN BODY..AND YOU KEEP HAVING TROUBBLES THAT ACTUALLY DO NOT BELONG TO YOU..BUT DAILY YOU KEEP FACING THOSE ENERGIES..BECAUSE YOU ALLOWED THEM THERE YOU WERE OPEN THO THOSE AND YOU DID NOT LET THEM FLOW TRUE YOU..SOME CALL THIS YOU WERE NOT PROTECTED..PROTECTED FROM WHAT ..FORCES WELL..THESE ENERGIES IN WHAT EVER ARENA OR BODY THEY ARE..SOME ARE TRULY HELD STUCK BY OUR SELF..SOME ARE PLAYNG OUT BY SEING A LOOPWHOLE WHERE TO ATTACH THEM SELF TO..AND THEN CAUSE SOME TROUBBLES..

REMEBER WHEN I FIRST MOVED INTO MY NEIGHBOURHOOD THE IMMENSE NEGATIVE ATMOSHERE THAT WAS HERE..AND PALYED OUT BY PEOPLE AND THE FEELING SURROUNDING THE KARMA OF THE HOUSE..ALOT HAS BEEN HAPPENING AND UNDERSTOOD AND HOW THEY COrRELATE AND WHY I HAD TO BE LIVING HERE TOO..A LOT OF THINGS I NEEDED TO FACE WAS ABSOLUT HORRENDEOUS THE INJUSTICIES I TRULY HAD TO GO TRUE IS ABOLUTLY HOW TERRIBLY PEOPLE WAS TREATED BY POWERS..AND THOSE CAUSED THE SUCH EXTENT BAD FEELINGS AND OUTCOMES IN OUR NEIGHBORHooD THE SAD THING IS IT WAS CONSIOUSLY CREATED AND WISHED TO BE IN PLACE..
THAT IS SAD TO SEE..the outcome..now it is tried to put the blame on somebody else than actually those that should clear uo their own mess..but oh no are they doing it forever of course not withoutght a fight!!

we allwys have to choose our batles wisely!or challenges..

THOSE THAT WAS ABLE TO FLY OR MOVE AWAY..TREMENDEOUS COURAGE AND STReNGT NEEDS TO BE IN PlACE AND CLARITY IF YOU EVER CAN NAVIGATE HERE AND TRULY EVER BEE ABLE TO HELP..AND IF YOU WISHED THESE EGOS HERE IN THE SOCIAL ARENA OF HELPING OR INDUSTRY OR POWERS..THE COOPERATION BETWEEN INDIVIDUAL AND THOSE LOCAL PEOPLE POLITICAL PAYS..AND THOSE OF THE PRIVATE SECTOR GOSH WHAT A DIPLOMACY YOU HAVE TO HAVE PEOpLE SKILLS..BUT IF YOU NEED TO BE ON THE TRUTH SIDE..WELL IT DO NOT PlAY VERY WELL OUT HERE..MAYBE THE CONSIOUSNESS OF DAILY ACTIVITY OR THOSE MECHANISMS OF FUNDING..BEACUSE NOW THE LINE BETWEEN VOLUNTARY WORK IS TAKE N TO ONE AsPECT OF BEING ABLE TO HAVE UNEMPLoYMENT BENEFITS actually denied paid out..even the law says you have the right to it as a citisen..you still have to fight for being unemployd and proove that you are so..how intresting ..and then when you finally if you are in the cituation challenge the powers it is explained away and in my case even so muh BS going on still..tried to put me down by byrochracy instead..and intangle me and see how patience i am..now the last is going on playing trying to isolate me so i am in lack of money so i would do a mistake..and be acountable for some sort of crime..so it can be more humiliated becaue I stack to the rights of my son and his maintenance money claim and I did truly and i am ready to take it to human court..beacuse we truly hnave been misstreated here.i want that to be corrected.that wasmy appeal about..but gosh it si really hard to coperate with people that truly want to cruh you in all ways and what ever means..and are in the postition to do so by unfairness desicions that delays or futher the evolvment of things..so that s how unfairness and power missuses plays out..how injusties in the society can rule the life or empower or diempower..

oh and ye now you can study with unemployment money by law it is possible and now it is denied by saying ..entrepeneus or freelancing is a one cause it is not possible..even creative people have asked for betterment in the field of this many times..it is still in place this..it's not possible..
if you deny some sort of whilst media training that is of power of course ..you are doing it part time and then someody truly are unhappy about that and you found ways to actullly fund and do it..it is going to be destroyed in amy means..gosh how uggly it can play out in society..nice words saying that helps needs to be put to place for all those that are falling in the created loopwhole or held in it in their entire life..the little societal box..of lack!!

so you think when tried to forced in a box that you jumped out of is it not humiliating to try to fit into that box when it does not work anymore at all by sombody that lies and does not want to clear their own mess up!

AND USED IN THE POWERS TO THE EXTENT THAT THEY ARE THEN WITHELDING BENEFITS OR BlACKMAILING YOU TO WORK FOR LOCAL ASSOCIATIONS for that same ammount of money via other wase os stearng the funds..in the name of voluntary work then..saying in smae brath it is not valued..or an other if it is your purpose jelously done in meeting -snapped at you well then others is doing their entire life only voluntary work..when is it good enghough..helping people..gosh ..

so pick you cause causesly from your heart too..what you wish to support and in what ways..

EVEN YOU DO NOT WIsH AND KNOW THAT IS NOT FOR YOU..

THEN THEY KEEP THE FUNDING FROM THE ASSOCIATION BY GIVING YOU THE BLAME by challenging you if you refuse to do work that are not at all your thing..it is given just to you for preventing yu manifesting the true purpose..it is an obstacle..what if you already know it when you go into that setting and you still have to go true it.. Facing as is without loosing power and your values.

its sad to look at these lies in society.even so experience those one self the injustice of pwermissuse its humiliating and ten use fear or threat of taking your child away if you do not do as the powers say..well this is social service !!

It should be service not a powerstruggle.


EVEN BEING TRUTHFUL AND IF YOU THEN YET NOT ARE NICE AND BEND..THEY COME AFTER YOUR KIDS..STARTING TO ATTACK YOU A MOTHER OR FATHER..THEN IT IS THE FINACES BALCKMAILING BY IF YOU DO NOT DO THIS OR THIS..BECAUSE WE SAY SO ..WE DO NOT GIVE YOU A JOB..THEY THE POWERS ARE SAYING OR LIKE IN MY CASE EVEN CORRECTING DATA IN THE WAY IT IS SUITABLE FOR THEM..WELL THIS TIME I TRULY HAVE PROOF..THERE WERE A PERIOD BECAUSE I APPIELLED I WAS TRULY TIRED TO PUT DOWN AND PREVENT ME OF GOING ANY FURTHER IN AMYTING I WISH IN MY HEARTS AND TRUTHFUL WAY..WHEN APPLYING FOR FUNDING..WELL IF I DO NOT DO SOMETHING I SAW WAS NOT FOR ME AND HAS NOW SHOWN EVEN MRE SO I WAS COURAGEOSU ENGHOUGH TO JUMP AWAY BUT I PAY A HIGH PRICE FINSCIAL WICE WITH THAT..AND THERE WAS A PERIOD I DID NOT HAVE FINACES TO HIRE AN LAWER EVEN THE LWERS THAT WASMEAN TO ADVOCATE ME AND MY SONS CASE CAN'T GO AGAINST THE GOVERNEMENT HOW EVER WRONG IS DONE..WELL SO IWAS HELD..ALL THOUGH THEY DID NOT TAKE TO ACCOUNT THAT I AM NOT LIVING IN FEAR I AM AWARE OF THOSE..THEY STILL TRY TO PREVEN THE TRUTH TO COME OUT STILL ARE..AND TO THE EXTENT ARE READY TO HUMILITAE LIE AND EVEN PUT DATA (NOW IAM HAPPY I HAVE PROOF AND THEY ARE IN SAFE PLACE SHAME IT HAS TO BE SO..EVEN MY OWN HOEM IS NOT SAFE..IT WAS EXPLITED ALREADY..)

THOSE WHO BETRAY YOU ARE ALMOST EVERY TIME THOSE THAT KNOW YOU VERY WELL AND THAT IS BY FAR MORE HARDER TO LIVE WITH THAT KNOWLEDGE.

ONE THING IS IF YOU HAD YOUR FOOTS OF THE SECRET AND THEN YOU ARE RESPONSABLE THAT YOU HAVE TO BE COURAGEOUS ENGHOUGH TO SY OUT THE LIE GOING ON AND RESPONSABLE OF IT TO BE STOPPED.WHAT DO YOU DO..GO ON ..AND PLAY THE GAME OF THE POWERS THAT MISSUSE THE POWER..OR DO UTTERMOST ALL TO LIVE THE TRUTH AND CORRECT THINGS..DO YOU WASTE THE ENERGY..IN WHEN SOMETHING/SOMEONE... IS TRYING TO PREVENT THE TRUTH TO COME OUT.
ARE YOU FEARFUL OF THE OUTCOME OR LOOSING ANYTHING THAT WAS THERE AND YOU DO NOT NEED IT ANYMORE STILL YOU ARE ATTACHED TO IT SO MUCH..AND YOU DO NOT HAVE SOMETHING TO REPLACE IT WITH YET..WHAT..DO YOU THINK CAN BE DONE..HOW DO YOU BALANCE THAT ..
HOW DO YOU CLARIFY YOUR PURPOSE AND LIVE WITH CONSEQUENSIES THAT AREPALYING UOUR RIGHT NOW.

iN ESSENCE: aRE YOU READY FOR THE TRUTH ON AL LEVELS IN ALL WAY S AND READY TO FULLY LIVE THE INTEGRATED ALIGNED PURPOSE AND TRUTH IN YOUR LIFE INSPITE OF OUTCOME OR THE BECAUSE OF THE OUTCOME OF THAT..?

WELL IT IS A VERY VERY GOOD QUESTION TO ASK ONE SELF DARIOUS..

AN EXAMPLE FROM REAL LIFE.

RECEVING A CALL JUST INTERRUPTING THIS THOUGHTFLOW AND BLOG WRITING..INTERSTINGLY CONSIDERING MY SONS PHYSICAL SYMPTOMS OF THIS PLAY AT HAND AND SHIFT AND OUTCOMES OF POWERS AND FORCES IN PLAY..JUST RECEIVED THE DIAGNOSIS..OVER THELEPHONE..

HE HAD BEEN STATING THE SAME AND HOW TIRED HE IS ABOUT THIS PROLONGED ENERGY FIGHT OR FORCE FIGHTS GOING ON AND PLAYING OUT IN OUR LIFE..SO MANY ADULTS USED ANTON AS TRASHBIN..POOR CHILD CAME HOME SO MANY TIMES UNDER THE YEARS WITH OTHER PEOPLES GARBAGE CHUCKED ON HIM..AND HIM AS SENSITIVE BOY TOOK THEM ON..THEN CARRIED HOME CHICKED THEM OVER OME TO HANDLE AND NEUTRALIZE..WHAT MADE ME ANGRY WAS THAT HE WAS USED EVEN I SID TO STOPPE THAT.

SO ACTUALLY THE POWER WAS MISSUSED VIA AND TRUE MY SOSN TO GET TO ME AND EXERSICE TO THE EXTENT POWER OVER ME AND MY LIFE USING CONSIOUSLY MY SON TOTHAT..THEN IT WAS USED WHEN I STEPPED INTO THAT TO PROTECT HIM AS MOTHER NOT PREVENT HIM LEARNING..BUT ACTUALLY PREVENTING OF MISSUSE OF HIS PURE ENERGIES..THE SYSTEM IN SOIETY CAN BE SO FALSE..GIVEN NAME THAT IT IS THE TRUTH..EVEN IT IS MADE BY HUMANS AND IS POSSIBLE TO CHANGE..BUT FEW ARE BENDING THIS TO THEIR OWN INTENTION AND MISSUSE IN MANNERS THAT EFOR TRULY PREVENTED ME BECAUSE THE INJUSTICE PARALYZED ME..I FELT MY POWER WAS NOT STRONG ENGHOUGH TO CHANGE THAT.FEAR..SO MUCH WAS DONE AND STEERED AND THE MASSES OR COLLECTIVE UNCOSNIOUSNESS WAS USED TO HOLD POWER IN PLACE THAT ONLY WAS ASPECT THAT THE ONLYU ONCE THAT IS STRONG LIVES..STILL ARE THOSE
MECHANISMS OF OLD WAYS IN PLACE AND WHEN FACED WITH THIS POWER MISSUSES

Daily paly out..and stay clear in your own truth and keep the baance..i would call that living your purpose in extreme conditions..a we say the soul matures..not always in conditions that are like be born with the golden spoon..lucky the power is now to actually create those conditions in which one wants tolive and take all those action steps that can be changed..and lived, integrating and striving for all those
higher truths one knows in the heart are possible on all levels and is possibleto live..still it keeps me angry to see face and hear about injustices and power missuses..its eay to go in the state of paralyzing..what ever it was when you was achild or face with new situations or under stress or when you feel vunarable and it is used against you ruthlessly by somebodys ego..and you do not see it but actually feel so week you give into the old pattern or given the other person that reflects that in the life..forgetting yu alwys have a choice but forgot that ..then you live with the consequensies of those outcomes of your choices..simoutaniously still creating new habbitss an thoughtpatterns and living ways you wish to create..
lnowing they are possible.accepting them in your life as they are..and integrate align anuything that is not that too letting go..

Letting go can be sometimes such relief..and it can besomething one is so afraid ofthat it can become a viscious circle that when jumped out of the whole lif change..
wouldn it be so nice..that so many wish is..i have all those new things without changing anything:=) very very human.

scientifically already is proven so much..and yet much is to be proven a reearched and documented before enghough people adapt to the new ways..and it will have power to integrate to society and all peoples minds..understanding the concept of patience and timing and time ..and all those other dimensions realities forces energies and actually find your own unique way to learn and the people you wish this to happened is quite a journey that too..

Any way..I am so so very glad that finally there is the strength intergrated
..that was fully tested is it there..gosh what a battle it was ruthless forces trying to blur the truth..using means that truly were unbearable to handle.

spiritual truths that are not bought you cant buy tose with money not those experiencies that i felt..Do not i wish i had money more in my use..there were other resources alwys and tools and alwys on the right time all those if one wa ready to use them in extreme conditions they alwys stil was not traditional and accepted..and if oh boy you used that to a child..i think seems there is still doctors that believes in wihich hunting:=) sorry for that saying..but palys out globally still when i listen to conversations and how it played our in my life..and journey.

The world os spiritual and energy healing too has been ambiguent..with people trying with spiritual comeptition fight thier ways to success..ruthlessly not doing in align..then hearing and looking enghough long same people(yes can have compassion finally to that)coming back listening to the exxtent of outcomes that then palyes up of consequensies in their life..of the wrongdoings..well not falling one self in the trap of ego when it is palyed out..just stay away and let that paly out..anger and adjusting to those feelings facing life challengies and betrayal and still go on..being responsable of own part in the play and not doing those mistakes one self..doing osmething dffrent ..so the outcome will not be the same..well

the strength and clarity those experiencies gives you to draw from ..its important to beleive in your self..i think it is stested when you face it actually meaning just that time you most feel you do feel the most powerless to understand that yyou are in the peak of your strength just then..the understanding the absolute feeling of truth experience..nothing can take that away..so it is very human to try to be in that state or consiousness all the time..that is the true feeling and experience
divine guidance enlightment or essence of life..to stay in that joy knowing you have the power of the moment to decide and create and be and that is there all the time..even when we forget that in our life..ACCEPTING ONE SELF AS IS..truly liberating..even you feel it shortly..

you know when you are near such a person when or who acceots you as you are it feels good there needs not be words it just feels good to be with those people.

well the unique thing is those that forgot thatperson is YOU that person is truly you the true you..with the myriads of personalities and after all faulse ego is ripped off..and what ever is left after that..what ever you create..

many are scared..some have just radically changed ther life and truly mastered the transformation process..and lives fully aligned lifes..and feel joyful.not all are called to teach that but I beleive everyone of us are worth living their purpose and with those and in those conditions that they choose and in the way they choose..

itss not though happening fully yet only for very few actually it is increasing in
the ammount and yes all those teachers has come forth now or are called to dig thier gifts to use in this process too..in ways that can bebeft to ease the process and give power -empower in stead of using power ower or disimpower...

living in the society truly liiberated is a challenge to be able to create the conditions or accept those you currently live in with you values..it does not serve anymore at all that i where i am now..even i daily live and create..integrate and apply study and learn reserch and live..trial and error..accept and adapt..
rigid patterns are hard to get rid of..practice and implement..

tje intresting thing i found out in life as the light increase so does the dark..same power and ammount of force..so if one mistake the hit with consecuense is as powerful in both ways played here in duality..
so truly to be alert and awake ..sme time efortless joy applied..and accept shortcomings in one self..its alwys easier to accept them outside or in somebody else..i think its most hard to accept them in one self..so what ever teachings..if they are not understood..we can go even more astray..tryng to use the wrong tool to the extent we feel so missarable and do not get that liberation and true freedom to create fully the life we so wish to live and create.

Look there was many many years i jsut expressed in no words..its hard to find essence and words to describe the non wordly..or it is easy to try to explain the experience away..instead of living and experiencing it fully.

Still its shame that so much power has been given to MONEY or chasing after money
power of money to rule your life or used to rule your life..or lack of it..

so yes looking so forward seeing some sort of balance in that use of resource more delivered equally in life.

so yes i think education of integrating true wealth and englihtening truth in life is very important on all levels in coming times..so too the education of the new teachers and schools I find very important to integrate those values in education..
so the society*s would be based on these principals and available for all people meaning all humanity..not just for the few or now called private education and outreach of many..also the eonomically be possible for all to choose that.

oh don't you wish it would already be so ..this all in place already..
we would live in paradise :=) bless.

One can be imperfect with human flaws and still FEEL absolutly perfect spiritually
and accept fully one self.

Okay to the intelligent way and the video I watched sent to me.

Afformations..bless most of us has heard of affirmations..
well it was inspiring to listen to the mastemind video sessions and the solution and exxplenation and seing the actual class ssetting recorded and exercises of the method used and tought.And the tools used..I even saw a comment from a finnish guy..that of course critizising would have wished would have been a little more thought writing there..i think it was blunt and if he is a spiritual entrenpeneur or marketing personell it wa truly blunt way the comment was written as said as finnish person my self that is just my opinion because i see in this society something else applied..inspite all those go and put comments and then still use other methods and old ways in the life or in the businesettings and are not applying the learned ways to work or do even they are in the position to do just that.It is shame..to see same people missusing the knowledge as comeptition tool
in means of getting in front instead of using it wisely as true wealth should be treated and thought forward sp it can be applied in the settings of what is the purpose of that tool or teaching.

What a true diplomat you have to be and true relationship expert to be able to handle all life challengies and new ways in future of holding your true self clear
of all the clutter you face in the shif or in the chaos going on right now..and will you give energy away or give it the focus of direting it to empowering or diempowering ways things or thoughts or ways..well that is alwys our choice of FREEDOM.

good luck with all yours the decisions Joy and blessings and true smiles from my heart to you.I am looking forward to the class.

sorry guys gotta run to go and get some homeoathic medicines to my son bless..
so my editing of this text and it's detailes comes later..i know details details..sorry i still took action of putting here my thoughts about something that has been bohering me and needs clarification and clearness..

anyway..i still have not got all my writings and journals from UK where many of my visions in the past was written.Even promised to be sent to me that has not happened yet in ten years..so I am still awaiting for those to come..

Shame.Maybe that too clears up one day and I finally get them to be able to get you the dates and the visions..so you see how they correlate..and what the dates were and now can see how you can see the future and give actual proof of it the visions.

As said dates i am bad wth because i persive time diffrently alwys have..so..
to be accurate those are needed those proofs..so one day they will.visions though i remeber in every detal and clearness always.

But is there are forces that do not wish those truths be seen:and being prooved and published well..

you bet it is a challenge to get them back..


Wishing you a wonderful wondrful day.Until next time.
Text by Heli Aarniranta©2011
Photo by Heli Aarniranta©2011

Tuesday morning and day-afternoon...

..and more BS letters from Governement in present are dropping home to me..
WHAT a big LIE they are trying to cover up now..its good the class is today!!

well this time I have proof bless..and the belief how poor people are kept running in byrocracy..once stepped out..you are on your own!! or when n first time ..2007
is tried to cover up the lie..well dear officals in these governement offices you do not truly know who you deal with!!

see this video seems there is one method to deal with the negativity and threats and fears and anger this causes can be replaced..this is the oh and under the letter was written ..this can't be appieled seperatly..so it is covered up really well.
Who truly would want to be in that rut and be treated this way.

2007 I was in the media class and before that i had parttime employment just to be able to live my life..and do the art-digital photoghraphy and healing work..
and raise my son..I jumped out or was forced out actually..

on letter was sent to education to me and when i showed it to the teacher at the media school..they were saying how onearth are they sending this..so actually because i denied that irrelevant education for my current education..back then you could not educate your self by law and with unemployment money..so there were quite few options in my cae to find funding and a way to go on and educate abiut digital and more of photos..as single mum..well i found a way..part tie education..

well 2011 it is possible to now by law education under unemployment payment withouth loosing it..well what a chock i had because being a freeancer..
and now between not having any employer by them..I am not entitled to any in between
any basic by law for every citicen unemployment money!!

then again because I appelled what this lie has been all this time the 10 years we been here and our treatment by goveernement unemployment offcepersonel and socialservicepersonell!! By Law I have to do this..then I am treated very unfair..

I have a n appeal and seems under this time it is going on I will and am treated bad!!The anger of unfair treatment is hughe I am not alone..there has been in media about creative entrepeneurs that can't they have to first fight to prove they do not have anybody that fays them money..before what!! having the unemployment money that is by law entitelled to all citicens..well then..in my case when I claimed the leagal proceeders under 2009-2010 I was done and faced with what do you know !!

an intresting journey to uncover the truth about still is the same going on..
So the truth is it is truly created firmly by byrochracy by governement proceders
so many are left to seek alternative solutions if unemploment goes on..weather you look for anyways..to be able to survive in this changing times..certainly on my case it is not with help from governement never have never will I wasted nearly ten years being nice and trying to cooperate going by their guidelines and every time I did loose timevice -money vice and all way's!!

Many single mums are forced to go to governement for help and once faced with that the ways done is truly not helping it is really disempowering ways .

The truth of the experience is truly horrendeous and wish nobody has to go true it what we have been gone true ever.

I see in media branding and a BS lies about the ways tried to put positive proceeders and new ways to do things..and the real truth is something else applied.

Lucky i have proof documents in black and white about this..proceeders and still is going on.

true proceders what is done still to people.

Entrepeneurs is truly treated really really bad some and many that has done or i hear graphics or media personell when the jobs has decreased or you can't find employment.

this is about me not taking the association work that is linked straight to governement funding..and actually Now suddenly however much proof and education paper i provide they keep getting lost and seemingly they can write what they want on the paper or desicions!!

intresting!! Just becasue you sit in authority place does not give right to proceed this way.

one way to cope here is a method when faced with unjustice you have to live with or
run or write appeals..you are made to do just to get practice in administrative skills..or if you vwish to advocate or work with difficult collegues that are jelous or are set out to truly make you life difficult PAST_PRESENT OR FUTURE if you let that happened.

http://www.2011tappingworldsummit.com/VideoSeries/


Thanks both Darious Barazandeh for mailing this to me
and Nick Ortner bless.

Because My education was with and about fundings and correlated with politics and involved people working in diffrent associations and also sitting in the boards of these offices and I was promised funding and job photographying that never came.

summer 2010 i photographed one photo or event for the association when this lady asked who is the head of the Association(my education was part time and voluntair of course!!) so was this photography event and when told that and provided PrOOF

now and the paper from the education copies!! I was sent back a reply.remeber on the paper says you cant appeal to this to that same office..well I was there 26.1.2011 and I had them hand to me proof a copy of their screenshot which they first would not want to give me at all!! neither the head of the office even this guy did go and ask of this person sitting inthe next office about this..

well in the end i got this paper!!
2007 I have still this copy of the appeal letter I sent about the proceeders then well today received a letter home that I never was there in the office and I was given time to come there 30.march back again!!how intresting..this letter staes I am not entitlelled or I am not a jobseeker since 27.1.2010 because I have not been 26.1.2010 there in the first place ..what do you call this..

Then if you wich is forcing people to seek this social service benefit..and they..keep running people to the same office that denied you this in the first place and if you do not go there ..you are denied the benefit or reduced because you go against rules and regulations..and so you are jumeped up and down up and down from office to office...most people give in and so it is done..and why would somebody for that money worth the monimum or less and treated with the ammount of that administrative paper work..do that in their god given if not a must..

so I truly have compassion for people/ including my self going true this all the same treatment..
going and living in these conditions..it is very hard to jump out of it..
so when you talk abot the mindset of wealth true wealth..and then causes and what lie is lived with helping people..and same people in the media is saying something else using from private life gained knowledge to the advvantage to put down people instaed of help that is disempowering people not helping people.

lucky I saved this letter of appeal being very much so by experience now save and copy every letter ever received of the governement and the dates speak of them self!!

And it's good to have withnesses too..bless of this treatment like now too.


so thats that..but run with it oh now!! never.
what is tried to Force true my throat again.. make me do I will not!

this starts to have human rights issues truly..and all is about that the governement has still not paid the ammount of maintenance moneythey owe my child from 2009!!



which was published in media ower the web FOLKmusic event.this was provided in the letter..now then they are basing their statements because I refused the education they provide me!! I am not entitled to unemployment money that the social service is claming I have to seek yet though they too do know I was a freelance volutnatir entrepeneur all this time bless..

The truth about a process and heard other treatments of how artists has been both trated and forced going unemployed and when they have said or being truthful of wanting to put up a photo echibition..they were not entitled to funding or unemployment money..and yet these are the same people granting funding if you go via an asociation or are educated and then you are not working with them..this is the way then you are treated it's to show truly it was the RIGHT desicion I in the first place made 2007 jumping out toatally not knowing how all ends..well the fight goes on , I had one real good Letter from the ministry that had corrected the injustice done!! seems i have to proove this one too to be corrected !!

so stay tuned..I wll let you know how this goes ..simutaniously me seeking solution
to true wealth other way's..the hourney is truly intresting..

Alternativve ways..

You know who your enemies are and you know who your allies are that is good.

This raft between people working or if under bemefit.. is done and forcing people to live in a lie!!
Just own experience yes my neighbour did threat me that first.. taking care of her children/child so she could go to joga class then..

she lied did lift benefits and come to me sayiing she lied.. got to her 3 children all those nice..events etc money..just becuse she lied her incomes..oh ys it is shit and when you speak the truth ..no wonder it takes the lie in the light and it wants to be covered up!!Oh and you can actualy go abroad doing this how intresting..

The best thing is when my lawer asked me to just say.. that I am sick then it is easier and when because this is not of sickness..it was said i will get smootly the
diffrent outcome in my appeal letter and get the benefts for that second appeal.
Oh did I say he is not my lawer anymore by the way!!

Why..as said..You are either a insider or outsider..and once stepped wrong or wanting the truth come out meaning the absolute truth abvout the lies going on in these offices and the treatment of people and the poverty gap consiously created in society..These boxes where people are by force held weather they do wish or not..economically..

then when I was healing so many stories ..so many people living under the sky..coming with their stories still..

You always have to go with your values..even the going gets tough sometimes you just have to know the truth is there and it will be corrected.

This truly have shown me I do not want to be treated this way never did.
all peple needs to be respected.

Oh was i warned do not appeal beacuse the treatment will be rough on you!!
Little did I know how rough.
Well there are ways to cope with all the callenges and lucky my purpose of life has been showering all those alternative ways to cope and live all my life-tested in real life under extreme conditions and molding my true beliefs even more to dig my heals in exploring the truth.

Look how big egos play..and where they arepsotiioned..in places where greed and FEAR based postitions is..those true leaders sitting in the psotions of true authority higher up are truly seing this and in their meaning the true leaders not these people that paly small and makes other peoples life misrable on intentions who the hell know what their purpose is on that!!

Oh the interesting thing is my education part itme was granted..now there is(yes proof i have)
is according to them 2011 now denied who had put that and why was i not allowed a copy of my details..same was when i moved from an other town to Helsinki same office and my entrepeneurship started and healing..whe my son was under 3 years..
same office same trials..no cooperation..oh by the way this lady by teh way back then promised to sen to an other office a letter and she did not..so I was then forced to make an appeal she is now promoted of course..I would say i would never want to work under this sort of supervision ever!

so If I choose an employer oh yes you have the right to choose your work!!it i not dictated by the governement!! every citicen has the right for work not forced work they are not fit to..if it is not what this person is there for is to help solution for work to find work not foce work..I do not wonder people go rather under mental sick leave than take this BS that is forced down the trouat and then in media said other)from an other point of view depending are you employed or in what position or role you are giving statements!!) The same person can be so nice in prvate life and same time use this information in theposition they are for their personal purpose
(yes we all have several proof of that in life and even so now with misuse of thechical and new thechnology..)

if somebody wants to stalk you do soething to truly put down there is so much possibilities to this to put people in troubble..how ever much you proof it was not you..there are ways to do it..that it is truly uggly..and those involved in this activity..better watch so they are not dubble crossed in life..we seen this happening in media now when truth and governement power start to come bak to people and whe they take power back in their lives nstead of letting the governement personell have POWER OVER THEM!!

When few people destroys good work by doing wrong things and is not corrected ..well if you do not anything you are going with them what does that say about resåpnsability in your life..

I can't live if you are facing and not doing anything..if this disempowerment of people goes on still..and you van see its global..

The intresting thing is ..having education and still not then that been respected..it never enghough and no private couses are of courcea aknowledged by governement how ever much you wish..first it had to be academic education then you were something-authority-and your voce was heard..now they want anwsers from people..because they want to llok and improve the services..but the personell still stick with same rutines even policys has chaneged..so how about giving the education to the personell so they could even know thir own office plicys and proceeders instead of make the people run as is the service was created for people!!

I heard I have 259 pages given explation documents about this fightand appeal between diffrent govermental offices.. but when i asked copies to my self. the governement has denied me them.Those that i get..and a bit later totally diffrent
letter i sent home.!!

asked all those copies of documents. i have legal right to them..it was not given to me in the office.!!

How interestng although am happy it slipped from the worker out!!In the media this same office workers has stated they are forced to lie from the empolyers side!! what statements are this.

So yes the journalists who do research about truthful and depending where it is published..well if there is somebody who wish the truth any journalists who wish yu can contact me I will tell show and show you proof!!
Maybe then finally the truth will come out and seen by everybody what is truly going on.


The truth is tried to kept coming out still!! Who and why and what purpose!!
This FIGHT has been about truth..so That is one thing that absolutly I iwill never give in up on that!!

aND THIS TO GIVE SO NO CHILD EVER HAS TO GO UNPOWERNESS FEELINGS INTACT!
tHEY HAVE THE RIGHT TO EXPRESS THEIR FEELINGS AND THE TOOLS NEEDS TO BE TOUGHT AND THERE NEEDS TO BE MORE PEOPLE THAT TRULY LISTEN AND HEAR THE CHILD ..SO MANY ARE SEEN BUT TRULY NOT LISTENED TO.

So if you say that there are not in EC tried to shut up People about the truth you are so wrong and still 2011 we live.tHE TRUE POWERSHIFT IS HAPPENING I AM VERY GLAD OF THAT..SO SOME INJSUTICES ARE CLEARED.CLARITY ALWYS COMES AFTER CHAOS

The path to live the truth is also about the right to choose your work and what suits you..not forced on you!!freedom to choose is very important.

It was also a good in class to go true what lesson is learned when you face when you did not accieve or get what you wanted..and how it wa yet supported by your heartvalues..and finding and getting in tough with that is alwys very rewarding and gets true release.ACCEPTING.

finding the drive behind..the value that drives..sometimes it is hard to first find it..but it was great ways and method to find it in this class.

I warmly recommend if you ever want to feel your self truly inspired and make the effort truly to get clarity take Darious class

There were so many many same things i can relate to what happened to me too and it is so valuable to have like minded people and feel you are not alone.

..oh the thing what was nice was my dear son thinks i am funny..that i never have thought of my self..more soo i seen my self very serious..well it just lets you see how fixed the mind can get!!

and he added the wisdom:=) that i know is one..and of course this is matured in truly diffrent way than like intellect.

so all experince in life is and has gained me valuable insights to how this plays out in my life.

It's easear to give form either in words or more creative ways when you know your own hearvalues.It feels peaceful now .bless..
I worte yesterday

IAM HERE TO FEEL FREE AND SHARE THAT JOY

UNDERSTANDING ( HAVES )
COMPASSION
TRUTH
EXPRESS IT IN A FREE WAY WITHOUT LIMITS